"I am writing the story that will never end in my heart."
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"I am writing the story that will never end in my heart."
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领悟
Today is a rather meaningful day. literature was rather scary in the first place. i wondered what happened to me because i was completely blank. perhaps i was over-rely on anthony and cecilia? i had the answer but i could not speak myself out. i know that many people would definitely complain about her saying she's mad and everything to scold us early in the morning. i suppose there must be something wrong.. she might really be scary at times. but i have to say that she is indeed a good teacher. she cares. she do not teach you answers. she teaches you how to answer. she is someone who is more centered at the overall answer, a more all-rounded answer. it matters how you put your answers, not just whether your answers are correct or not. she had been teaching us really good things, although we might always be afraid that she might call upon us. our standard will really improve. have some trust with her. i believe in her teaching skills. she might be scary, but she's doing it for our own good. =)During Form teachers period, there is one thing that i totally agreed with mrs koh. people do not speak up when they are irritated or mad because they wanted harmony. i agree with what she says. there might be times when you see me smiling and joking to you everytime. but do you really think that i am that happy to talk to you or joke to you. do you really understand how i feel at that point of time? obviously you don't. otherwise you would have walked away. everyone is given chances. i give you people chances too. you might have laid a bad impression in my mind. but if you show me that you had changed or rather, willing to change, i would be glad to acept you again. everyone has flaws. i have too. if i laid a bad impression on you, tell me so. do not talk behind my back. say it in front of me. i might be really pissed off at what you said, but at least i was given the chance to reflect. i didnt show my anger or irritated-ness because i thought that if you change, i'll be alright. totally alright. but if you really get on me, i'll make sure that you pay dearly for it. yes, dearly. aloysius said that i had been angry for 2 times in school before. i do not really vent my anger in school, i vent it at home. so sometimes my family members get the bomb from me. if i really flared my temper in school, you should know how grave the mistake you had comitted was. harmony. that is all i want. i might dont like you, but i didnt ask you to like me either. cant everyone just stay in harmony? must we be in such a situation where someone says that the entire class is a house full of hypocrite, or the entire class won't bother with he/she at all? You have to try. TRY. you might failed but at least you tried and realised your mistake. please, stop being so naive thinking that everyone should be accepting you and you are the victim. if you are the victim, what are those people who are suffering because of your presence? are they happy or a worse victim? who is really the victim? everyone accepts one another for one's presence. Please, try. To build a friendship, you need communication, trust, learning, mutual respect and something else. Everyone can joke or laugh at one another. But, there's always a limit to everything. |
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